Even A Thousand Miles Can't Keep Us Apart Cuz My Heart Is Wherever You Are

Well tonight was our final goodbye. The hardest most painful goodbye of my life. This summer was just such a little fairytale for me. Thanks for being my prince charming. You really are my best friend.
   I just can't believe how close we have become. It breaks my heart to think that we won't get to go to "our spot" every day and just hang out in my car and chat. I am seriously going to miss that so so so much.
   I don't have much time because I am getting kinda nervous that you are going to fall asleep. But I just want you to triple promise me that you will keep your standards high. Don't lower them because you feel pressured to and don't give into temptation because you will have so many regrets if you do. Enjoy high school and don't let it pass you by. Be happy in the moment and find joy in the journey. You are such a wonderful boy and I hope you only make and keep friends that realize and appreciate you. I love you so much. You are my dream and no matter what happens I just want you to know how thankful I am for this summer and these last few months with you. You are such a special blessing in my life. Muwahhh(:
 love, kels

Tonight was PERFECT(:

Oh Love Don't Let Me Go

I feel so bad. I have totally been slacking writing on here! I missed so many days. I'm the worst but I will try to make up for it. (:
   Anyways you totally stole my idea of making you a cd and you are using a bunch of the songs that I have on this blog... haha so hopefully you still enjoy all of these. I'm going to post a few videos and please watch them all the way through because they are so wonderful. My mom cries every time she watches these. This could be us one day. (: Just push the link and hopefully it will work!
Hailey and Brad #1
Hailey and Brad #2

   I always kinda though that one day I would end up waiting for a missionary. So maybe it's gunna be you(: Wouldn't that be so wonderful? Whatever happens, happens but if its suppose to be you, I am gunna be one lucky girl. I seriously just adore you. Like a lot. My heart could probably burst.
   I swear every day we get closer and closer. This last week has been so special. Our late nights just chillin in the car and you taking care of me while im sick. I always dreamed of a boy treating me as well as you do. I really do love you and I never want this week to end. 4 more goodnights until I leave and Thursday night is going to be the worst of all. But I know we are both strong enough to get through this. Heavenly Father only gives us trials that we can overcome. We gotta prove to him that we can do this and we will. I love you with all my heart. You're the best, best friend ever.

Every Line On Your Face Makes A Beautiful Maze For My Eyes To Trace

I hate when you fall asleep at night. I seriously hate it so much. It's the worst. I guess I understand though. I mean you do have school early. But still, I get so bored. My life is nothing without you. I end up just sitting on the computer listening to music because I can't fall asleep. So please, WAKE UP!
   So tonight we cleaned out my car and went on a bike ride and got caught in a huge thunder storm and then I wrote a paper for you and you road home without a shirt on which was kinda hott... not gunna lie(; haha even josh thinks you have some serious abs going on. But it's true. BABE.
   I was thinking back to that one day with Josh when it was pouring rain and my mom caught us holding hands and hugging in the park. Haha that was such a fun day. Those were the biggest puddles ever and I just remember how much fun that was dancing in the rain with you. It was so magical. Just like a fairytale for princess kels (: I really am the luckiest most blessed girl on the whole planet. And You really are going to make the best husband ever to a beautiful girl one day. I just can't thank you enough for the most perfect summer ever.

Sid the Sloth. <3

 

"You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress ohhh kiss me(:"

love, kels



Right From The Start I Knew That I'd Found The Home For My Heart

I'm so scared to leave you. More terrified then ever before. I never ever want to be away from you and it's all I can think about tonight.

"nobody has ever loved anybody as much as I love you" "There's one exception" (:

   So I know this is kinda cheesy because it's from twilight but remember I told you to remember this song and that moment. Us together in the McDonalds parking lot. Those are the days I'm never going to forget. And this video is perfect for us.
   I actually wasn't planning on writing on here tonight. I've just been so upset today and I didn't feel like posting. But I'm trying to be strong. I'm just really going to miss you. We are the cutest best friends ever. (:
   Have a good day. I love you
love, kels

I Wanna Love Somebody Love Somebody Like You

   Greetings from the new laptop of Kelsey! Haha this feels so weird to be sitting in my room on a computer. First time in my entire life! Things are kinda slowly starting to hit me. It's college time. I honestly never thought this time would come.
   So the last few days have been a little rough between us. I know you get worried about David and Rylan and get kinda protective. And I'm so sorry if I worry you but obviously no one compares to you. I am making this whole blog just about us. I think you will understand once you see these posts how much I truly care and that you are my best friend and I couldn't just let some random guy step in and fill that stop. It's not that easy. We have been through so much together and no ones gunna take your place in my life, no matter how far apart we are. And I know we will always be best friends.
   Tonight I kinda just want to tell you how hott I think you are. Haha that sounds kinda pathetic but I think it deserves a post. So first of all, I love how strong you are. I know I tell you that all the time. But seriously those shoulders are top notch and your arm muscles, danggggg. Seriously though, just that alone makes me feel so safe and secure because I know you can keep me safe (:
   How about that cute little, big butt of yours. Soooo precious. And your eyes. I love looking into them (: Ohhhh and don't forget about how much I love the air that comes out of your nose. That smell is my favorite. hahahaha alright I think it's safe to say that I have embarrassed myself enough tonight. But I just really wanted you to know how attracted I am to you. I get butterfly's just thinking about it. You are my favorite E.T. (: I wuvvv youuu
 love, kels

This was one of my favorite songs growing up. It's really good so listen to it(: Have a good day and night!

With You I Can Feel Again

Hey there. How do you do? (: My names Kelsey, nice to meet you. You kinda look like a sloth.

Yes this is what you look like. Except you suck at hula hooping.

hahahahha remember this?!

   Sorry I couldn't resist adding some sloth footage in there. But I'm done now. Haha I hope you are having a wonderful day today and I really want you to know how much I love you. I love you like a lot. That's why I want you to stay strong when I am gone. Don't give into peer pressure. Don't go back to your old self. Stay strong not only for yourself but for me. I'm going to come back next July and I really hope that we have both grown stronger. So lets be strong. Lets keep the commandments and be the best people we can. Then when I come back home we will be on the same level and we will still be so in love. We got this. (: I love you

   Love, kels

 







I Will Never Let You Fall

   We are gunna have to make this short tonight. My last day of work, two mile run, swimming, and then my butt workout. Haha I'm so tired. Seriously though. My last day of work. How weird is that? I honestly just can't believe how fast our few months together went by. It just still hasn't hit me that I leave so soon. I'm really going to miss you. Like a lot.
   Today our shopping trip was a total fail. No blankets or laptop cases or backpacks. Haha but I definitely enjoyed our popcorn chicken/pringle lunch in the park. We make the cutest ducks ever. (: I really do love shopping with you.
   You sent me this text early this morning and I'm just going to upload the picture because I'm kinda obsessed with what you said.

   Why are you so cute to me? Sometimes I really just don't understand why I even deserve being with you. You are one of a kind and I seriously just love how well we get along and how well everything works between us. I could never get sick of hanging out with you. We never get bored together even if we aren't doing anything it's still fun. And I really think that is something special. (:

   So I promise one of these nights I will write on this blog before I shower and look all nasty. Haha but here's to another nast picture of myself. I know you will still love me though.

Mean muggin. The usual. Gangster. "my favorite cars an escalade" Like please Ethan. You're not a ganster. Nice try though.... loser.... (;

   (: love this song and you.
love, kels