Even A Thousand Miles Can't Keep Us Apart Cuz My Heart Is Wherever You Are

Well tonight was our final goodbye. The hardest most painful goodbye of my life. This summer was just such a little fairytale for me. Thanks for being my prince charming. You really are my best friend.
   I just can't believe how close we have become. It breaks my heart to think that we won't get to go to "our spot" every day and just hang out in my car and chat. I am seriously going to miss that so so so much.
   I don't have much time because I am getting kinda nervous that you are going to fall asleep. But I just want you to triple promise me that you will keep your standards high. Don't lower them because you feel pressured to and don't give into temptation because you will have so many regrets if you do. Enjoy high school and don't let it pass you by. Be happy in the moment and find joy in the journey. You are such a wonderful boy and I hope you only make and keep friends that realize and appreciate you. I love you so much. You are my dream and no matter what happens I just want you to know how thankful I am for this summer and these last few months with you. You are such a special blessing in my life. Muwahhh(:
 love, kels

Tonight was PERFECT(:

Oh Love Don't Let Me Go

I feel so bad. I have totally been slacking writing on here! I missed so many days. I'm the worst but I will try to make up for it. (:
   Anyways you totally stole my idea of making you a cd and you are using a bunch of the songs that I have on this blog... haha so hopefully you still enjoy all of these. I'm going to post a few videos and please watch them all the way through because they are so wonderful. My mom cries every time she watches these. This could be us one day. (: Just push the link and hopefully it will work!
Hailey and Brad #1
Hailey and Brad #2

   I always kinda though that one day I would end up waiting for a missionary. So maybe it's gunna be you(: Wouldn't that be so wonderful? Whatever happens, happens but if its suppose to be you, I am gunna be one lucky girl. I seriously just adore you. Like a lot. My heart could probably burst.
   I swear every day we get closer and closer. This last week has been so special. Our late nights just chillin in the car and you taking care of me while im sick. I always dreamed of a boy treating me as well as you do. I really do love you and I never want this week to end. 4 more goodnights until I leave and Thursday night is going to be the worst of all. But I know we are both strong enough to get through this. Heavenly Father only gives us trials that we can overcome. We gotta prove to him that we can do this and we will. I love you with all my heart. You're the best, best friend ever.

Every Line On Your Face Makes A Beautiful Maze For My Eyes To Trace

I hate when you fall asleep at night. I seriously hate it so much. It's the worst. I guess I understand though. I mean you do have school early. But still, I get so bored. My life is nothing without you. I end up just sitting on the computer listening to music because I can't fall asleep. So please, WAKE UP!
   So tonight we cleaned out my car and went on a bike ride and got caught in a huge thunder storm and then I wrote a paper for you and you road home without a shirt on which was kinda hott... not gunna lie(; haha even josh thinks you have some serious abs going on. But it's true. BABE.
   I was thinking back to that one day with Josh when it was pouring rain and my mom caught us holding hands and hugging in the park. Haha that was such a fun day. Those were the biggest puddles ever and I just remember how much fun that was dancing in the rain with you. It was so magical. Just like a fairytale for princess kels (: I really am the luckiest most blessed girl on the whole planet. And You really are going to make the best husband ever to a beautiful girl one day. I just can't thank you enough for the most perfect summer ever.

Sid the Sloth. <3

 

"You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress ohhh kiss me(:"

love, kels



Right From The Start I Knew That I'd Found The Home For My Heart

I'm so scared to leave you. More terrified then ever before. I never ever want to be away from you and it's all I can think about tonight.

"nobody has ever loved anybody as much as I love you" "There's one exception" (:

   So I know this is kinda cheesy because it's from twilight but remember I told you to remember this song and that moment. Us together in the McDonalds parking lot. Those are the days I'm never going to forget. And this video is perfect for us.
   I actually wasn't planning on writing on here tonight. I've just been so upset today and I didn't feel like posting. But I'm trying to be strong. I'm just really going to miss you. We are the cutest best friends ever. (:
   Have a good day. I love you
love, kels

I Wanna Love Somebody Love Somebody Like You

   Greetings from the new laptop of Kelsey! Haha this feels so weird to be sitting in my room on a computer. First time in my entire life! Things are kinda slowly starting to hit me. It's college time. I honestly never thought this time would come.
   So the last few days have been a little rough between us. I know you get worried about David and Rylan and get kinda protective. And I'm so sorry if I worry you but obviously no one compares to you. I am making this whole blog just about us. I think you will understand once you see these posts how much I truly care and that you are my best friend and I couldn't just let some random guy step in and fill that stop. It's not that easy. We have been through so much together and no ones gunna take your place in my life, no matter how far apart we are. And I know we will always be best friends.
   Tonight I kinda just want to tell you how hott I think you are. Haha that sounds kinda pathetic but I think it deserves a post. So first of all, I love how strong you are. I know I tell you that all the time. But seriously those shoulders are top notch and your arm muscles, danggggg. Seriously though, just that alone makes me feel so safe and secure because I know you can keep me safe (:
   How about that cute little, big butt of yours. Soooo precious. And your eyes. I love looking into them (: Ohhhh and don't forget about how much I love the air that comes out of your nose. That smell is my favorite. hahahaha alright I think it's safe to say that I have embarrassed myself enough tonight. But I just really wanted you to know how attracted I am to you. I get butterfly's just thinking about it. You are my favorite E.T. (: I wuvvv youuu
 love, kels

This was one of my favorite songs growing up. It's really good so listen to it(: Have a good day and night!

With You I Can Feel Again

Hey there. How do you do? (: My names Kelsey, nice to meet you. You kinda look like a sloth.

Yes this is what you look like. Except you suck at hula hooping.

hahahahha remember this?!

   Sorry I couldn't resist adding some sloth footage in there. But I'm done now. Haha I hope you are having a wonderful day today and I really want you to know how much I love you. I love you like a lot. That's why I want you to stay strong when I am gone. Don't give into peer pressure. Don't go back to your old self. Stay strong not only for yourself but for me. I'm going to come back next July and I really hope that we have both grown stronger. So lets be strong. Lets keep the commandments and be the best people we can. Then when I come back home we will be on the same level and we will still be so in love. We got this. (: I love you

   Love, kels

 







I Will Never Let You Fall

   We are gunna have to make this short tonight. My last day of work, two mile run, swimming, and then my butt workout. Haha I'm so tired. Seriously though. My last day of work. How weird is that? I honestly just can't believe how fast our few months together went by. It just still hasn't hit me that I leave so soon. I'm really going to miss you. Like a lot.
   Today our shopping trip was a total fail. No blankets or laptop cases or backpacks. Haha but I definitely enjoyed our popcorn chicken/pringle lunch in the park. We make the cutest ducks ever. (: I really do love shopping with you.
   You sent me this text early this morning and I'm just going to upload the picture because I'm kinda obsessed with what you said.

   Why are you so cute to me? Sometimes I really just don't understand why I even deserve being with you. You are one of a kind and I seriously just love how well we get along and how well everything works between us. I could never get sick of hanging out with you. We never get bored together even if we aren't doing anything it's still fun. And I really think that is something special. (:

   So I promise one of these nights I will write on this blog before I shower and look all nasty. Haha but here's to another nast picture of myself. I know you will still love me though.

Mean muggin. The usual. Gangster. "my favorite cars an escalade" Like please Ethan. You're not a ganster. Nice try though.... loser.... (;

   (: love this song and you.
love, kels

 

Sail Into The Sun With Me

   Tonight I asked you what your favorite part of summer was and you gave me two answers. The first one was the night that we ditched josh and drove around all night. The second one was when we went on that walk at the park. The first time we parked in "our spot" and we fought over the fact that those were horses and definitely not donkeys. You are dumb. Haha (: and I'm clearly the smarter one. But really I loved both of those memories so much. I love how both of those were times when it was just me and you. I think those were the memories that we will really remember for a long time. The days where we just sat around and talked and we learned so much about each other. Those are the moments that made us best friends.
   I honestly just cant believe how close we became in such little time. I trust you so much. With my whole heart and I never ever want this friendship to end. You are such a blessing in my life and this summer would have been nothing without you. Anyways, miss you, love you.

   love, kels
 p.s. Don't mind the nasty picture again. Haha swimming, no makeup, wet hair, and its so late. This is just embarrassing. I'm pathetic.

I'd Rather Be Anywhere But Here Without You

   Hey there! I'm assuming if you're reading this that I am either at college or on my way to Rexburg. Unless of course you somehow found out about this blog early...which I totally wouldn't be surprised about. (: Anyways the reason why I decided to do this is because I kinda thought this would be a cool going away gift. A really strange gift haha but hopefully a good one. I'm not really exactly sure what I'm going to write about but I'm going to write to you. So lets hope you enjoy this.
   Wanna know something I love most about you? I love how you enjoy things just because I enjoy them. For example, you walked around the pond at demeyer park looking for frogs with me because I used to frog hunt there growing up and you payed 50 bucks to go to the fair with me just because you knew how important it was to me. Even if you secretly hate doing something, you always make it fun for me. Gosh you must really love me. I'm kinda a lucky girl.
   Really though, I think the fair was my favorite night of summer. Even if I did get sick from that stupid zipper ride, it couldn't have been a more perfect night. The rides, those adorable horses, and holding your hand the whole night, I couldn't have asked for a better person to spend the day with. I wish we could back to summer and that day but I have so much faith that we will be doing the same thing next summer and the summer after and the summer after that.
  
  
   So I decided I would add a picture for every night that I write on here. Haha so here's to post #1! p.s. it's 1 in the morning and I clearly have no makeup. Enjoy. ha.

   I love you.
love, Kels

high hopes and hippie bands

   Wow. This summer went by so fast. I can't believe I start college in two weeks from this Friday. Here comes all the mixed feelings. I should be excited for this new adventure, right? But for some reason I'm just not as excited as I thought I would be. 6 months ago I couldn't wait to be out of high school and doing my own thing. Now that I am at this point, I want nothing more than to just go back to high school.
   I'm going to BYU-I and I'm rooming with my sister. Yes, we will be in the same room. Hopefully that goes okay. I mean we are really close right now so lets hope it stays that way when, we are sharing not only a room but sharing everything... friends, clothes, and we even have a few classes together. We should be fine and I'm really thankful that I will have her there for support. It's probably going to be a little scary being away from home for the first time but maybe her being there will make me a little less home sick.
  So like I said above, it will be good to be with Katie (my sister) for support but there are a few things I'm worried about. Like, what if I don't fit in with her friends? I mean I could honestly say that Katie is the most perfect girl on the whole planet. She's a blonde, blue eyed babe and she is beautiful. When I say beautiful I mean like model status. Not only is she beautiful physically but she is the most real person. She stands up for herself and she sticks up for the ones she loves. She never says or acts a certain way to impress someone and she is so smart but at the same time, she is the biggest peace maker ever. She just knows how to make everyone happy and makes everything work. She never puts herself first and she is just an all around wonderful person. I am so thankful and blessed to have her as my sister but sometimes it's just hard to compete with her. I try to not look at it like that but sometimes I just feel like the lesser of the two. I can't complain because my life is like a little fairytale and I really do try to be positive but sometimes it's just hard. I really just hope that I won't feel like her shadow. I hope that I can make a name for myself and that people will love me just as much as her.
   With that being said, I better start packing up my room and saying my goodbyes. I have two weeks to spend with all the people I love most. Two weeks in my beautiful house and it almost feels like two weeks left of my childhood. It's time to spread my wings and follow my dreams, right? haha I guess I will try. Wish me luck. I'm gunna need it.